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Photo: Michaelo

The idea of fetish modeling is innately sexual, yet you have an aura of innocence about you – something that I find especially appealing. What is the fetish scene to you – an outlet to express your sexuality or just a fashion with elements of sexy?

Well I won’t refuse the cotton stuff but I definitely am immediately attracted to latex over other materials. I’m so addicted to it! Perhaps its the way latex hugs your body, or how photogenic latex pieces are.

Photo: Photovance

eBay was my main shopping area at first for my latex outfits. I didn’t have the money to pay for the designer’s dresses which ran between $300 and $1000 from their websites so I had to make do with eBay or sales. Then I learned how to create my own latex pieces and I started to do that, but quickly dropped it because it was way too time consuming. I ran into hedonsfair.com later and we made a deal where they would make me customs based off my designs. I still purchase a lot off eBay because I find many unique pieces there. I rarely buy ready-made latex that anyone else can buy, it makes my images look too commercial in my opinion unless I’m modeling for the designer’s actual catalog. My latex collection isn’t that big yet, it takes years to build up a large collection so check back in with me in 2010 or something.

eBay once again! Can you tell I’m a fan? For some reason the heels that I’m attracted to become a retired model by the time I find them so eBay is a great place to find those. Other times I just do random searches for heels on google and I come up with some great online stores.
The highest heel I’ve ever worn was 8.5″ on a platform and 7″ as a stiletto. I really want some of the crazy 10″ heels they sell on some of the fetish stores.

Photo: Red Sky Photography

Can you really walk in fetish ballet shoes without a stick?

Yes I can. The knee and ankle ballet boots are a lot easier to walk in as opposed to the other ballet heels but I’ve learned how to walk and pose in all of them. Someone actually taped me during a shoot, hopefully I can get that and post a video sometime.

Aside from modeling, did you have any interesting odd jobs?

Not necessarily interesting but I was a receptionist at a day spa and I used to coach kids in gymnastics. In the summertime I would work as a riding instructor and a stable hand at a horse farm, probably my favorite job from the three. I still maintain a dull day job as an administrator but hopefully that will change soon.

I’ve heard of a couple of agencies who mainly have fetish and alternative models such as H.V. Quenzer Agency and then there’s Ugly in NYC who has a lot of alternative models and actors however the fetish/alt modeling genre seems to be largely independent. Its too small of a market to have any big agencies come after it.

A paysite is a website where content, such as images, videos, journal entries, etc, are put up and there is a fee for looking at this content. The site can also have special features like webcam chats, forums, members-only email, behind the scenes shots, discounts, promotions, etc. Many paysites are sexually-charged and are adult (meaning only 18+ can sign up to view the content). My paysite will include that, but with the style and work I already carry in my portfolio like on DeviantArt or ModelMayhem. I hope to bring my own kind of idea for a fetish-based website. For those who want to see every shoot I produce, design, participate in… my paysite will be the best place to get all of that. Its also for those people who want to view never before seen images of me, behind the scenes, videos of me, and chats. This paysite is highly recommended for anyone with a mosh-addiction (lol).

The reason I have decided to build a paysite is because it will allow me to let others view everything relating to my modeling and get to know me better as a fetish model. It also allows me to generate an income from my modeling. Some people dont realize that modeling costs me money, my outfits and props can become very expensive. This is my art, and I’d love to continue to share it with everyone, however like a painter who sells their paintings or a musician who sells their cds, I would like to receive a payment for my work as well.

Do you expect mostly men, women, or both to be on your membership list?

I don’t have a certain expectation for how many men or women join the site, I hope both will!

Photo: Jerry Bennett

I do hate it when people book a shoot with me and then decide to either flake out a few days before without explanation, or even better, the day of. Otherwise, I love every aspect of modeling, especially since the kind I do allows me to have total control over my look, my ideas, and my wardrobe. Coming up with your own ideas and concepts can be a challenge at times but inspiration is everywhere so I usually pull through.

What precautions do you take to avoid dangerous situations?

As an independent model, I’m left to do my own booking and checks on references to make sure the jobs or photographers are legit. There’s a lot of scammers out there who are out to get your money or something else, so its definitely a risk you’re taking when you decide to be an independent model. However, as long as you check your references, use your judgment, and notify someone about your shoot when you have a new one set up, you should be good. Luckily I have no horror stories to tell, I’ve had mostly great experiences.

Professionalism and a responsible attitude. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve seen models my age or even older act so inappropriately. Physically? Be sure to keep yourself as fit as possible and stay healthy. Take good care of your skin, have confidence, and know your stuff.

To posses and express feminine beauty through so many different things in life.

Thank you Mosh for sharing with us! You are a true inspiration and I am happy our paths have crossed. :D | TheMoshRoom.com |