In my Forward To the Past post, I expressed my interested in Russia mainly as retrospective. Later on I realized that while the past might be important, my fascination with the future far outweighs it.
We must always look forward, even when looking back. It’s up to us to build the bridge between what was and what’s to be. We must observe the present, learn from the past, and reinvent ourselves for our future. I was foolish to even for a second think that I could go back and blend in, pretend nothing has changed, be that little gray mouse who leaves no trace. Giving in to the fear – what if I’m not liked or accepted? – would accomplish nothing, aside from frustration out of inability to speak my mind and do the things I want. Wearing brown pants throughout the whole trip? What a waste!
Instead, I’m going to go out there to make an impact, advance an idea, touch people’s lives in a positive way. Do what I’ve always meant to do! I went ahead and scheduled several interviews with Russian press (thanks Anna!) – I’m going to put myself on the map, damn it. I booked a photoshoot with Mosh who happens to be in Moscow at the same exact time – destiny! – so expect a colorful collaboration. :) Russia, you need some serious GLEE and this deer’s gonna bring it!
I’m not sure what the internet situation will be the next 2 weeks. However, I’m not a big fan of inactivity – on the blog or otherwise – so I prepared some articles that will drop automatically while I’m gone (ooh, it’s like writing notes to my future self!). We have several contests coming up – yay for winning free stuff! – and a certain very special anniversary. :) Stay tuned and I’ll see you when I get back. Muah!
Good Luck have fun! I’ll have some makeup pictures for you when you get back! ^_^ Some Glee from far off Texas :)
Have fun! :D
I really love that picture of the city. I want to live in a place like that!!
Have fun and always remeber You Rock Just the Way You Are And Is Destinied To Be.
Kisses from Sweden
Have a great time! Go be strong and show them what it’s all about :) xx
Good for you Doe!! You show them how wonderful you are. Have a great time and can’t wait for Future Doe posts. =)
so much fun to be had!
i hope russia is ready for you lol
good luck with all your travels and plans :D
I wish you the best time ever in Russia. I really like that you have a “mission” there, very productive & it’s SO good that you want to make an impact there too. I hope Russia doesn’t disappoint you; you certainly won’t disappoint Russia!
Best of luck to you on your adventures!
Have a pleasant trip, and I hope your flights go okay :3
An Australian entertainer in the 70s called Peter Allen had a song called ‘Not The Boy Next Door’ that had the lines – ‘Coming home used to feel so good, I’m a stranger now in my neighborhood. I’ve seen the world at a faster pace and I’m coming now from a different place. Though I may look the same way to you, underneath there is somebody new.’ I highly recommend finding the version Hugh Jackman recorded for the Broadway musical about Peter Allen’s life called ‘The Boy From Oz’. It’s really great.
Hear, hear! This is why i check this blog every single day: because you have the most amazing and inspirational stuff to say! I love that you just made up your mind like that– the best of luck!
-Rickey
Have a great time!
Oooh I just love your views on everything Doe!
I’m probably going to quote you when I give advice to people! (Not that I am any good at giving advice. XD)
love ya! <3~
Have a wonderful, safe trip!
Your’re gonna rock the shit out of Russia. I’d say since t.A.T.u split there’s a serious whole in Russia young culture in desperate need of some Glee!
Have fun and just be who you are :)
x
Have fun over there! Oh I agree with your sentiments about the past and the future. The future excites me! Although personally i need to be careful, as i have a habit of ignoring the present O.o
Looking forward to seeing the photoshoot! Woot woot!
That city is beautiful, do you know where it is?
You go girl. Quiet. mousy and unnoticed has never seemed your style!
Hooray!
That’s Hong Kong! Where I live :D Awesome haha. Hate to disappoint, but the photo is slightly exaggerated hehe.
Have fun!
I’m sure Russia is ready for you. And if not – blow the doors down!
Can’t wait to see what the next photo shoot brings – and everytime I come to this site I am in LOVE with the overall & every little detail…
I love the new site design, it’s so beautiful! I hope you have a wonderful time in Russia. Can’t wait for the lipsticks!
Правильно,задай взбучку этой серой массе!))) В России действительно не хватает таких людей как ты!:) Правда сама обстановка не располагает к появлению таких личностей)))
Если вдруг будешь в Петербурге,то дай знать-я бы с удовольствием с тобой познакомилась и показал тебе город!:)
Pardon the expression but YOU GOOoooo GIRL ;~)
hello!! since a couple of month I come to visit your blog and I really like the way you write and the theme of your photo shots…
I leave In Mauritius,, maybe you head bout this little island near Madagascar.. it is very pretty ! here we often organize partie’s with sponsor and I wonder if you would like to let me organize
a party for “lime crime” …
and by the way you can come to visit this island :)
coooool! be sure to let us know the best parts of the trip! i’m learning russian in prep for my gap year right now! so excited :-))